INAKALA

"If it's you"

by Crischel Romero

I kept on searching for a love with a happy ending.

I was expecting for a fairytale but I failed to make a better ending

We met in school. You were handsome and cool.?

That made me admire you and love you with allegorical resolution of " I LOVE YOU "

I fell for you but you didn''t have the intention to catch me.

I got hurt and my heart broke into pieces I wonder,

if this shattered, serrated broken pieces meant for me?

But then, you asked me if I could be your friend

And I had accepted the fact that I could only be YOUR friend

But after that, what ifs flooded my mind

What if I'm not right?

And now I'm drowning with your presence even I didn't know its essence

What if you had known me better?

What if you had fallen for me after?

I'll stop this illusion, because your admiration for me is only a delusion

What if?

This shitty what if?

We're not made for each other no matter how long the road we take

You'll just stay in my dream my perfect prince in fantasy could make

A prince who makes my day extremely complete makes my heart beat faster and faster

A prince who gives a big smile in my face and a smile more warmer

For love is sweet only at the beginning and ends fast with a bitter ending

Perhaps we're better just friends with something than lovers with nothing

I'll never love again, i'll never trust again, not anymore,

If it's you.

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"sometimes it is better to express your feelings through poem"